Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Pregnant With Thought


I feel pregnant in thought with everything I want to write in my blogs.

I feel pregnant in thought with the personal goals I have birthed in writing elsewhere. Full term and a week overdue pregnant in thought.

I lost my focus...for a long time it seems.

I think it is back.

But for now I am going to go put the chicken divan in the oven. :)

It's snowing out and I put all the white Christmas lights on.

I know Christmas is over... I just think they are so pretty in the snow.

Besides...I march to a different drummer anyway...and leave the lights up through February and on dreary or snowy days turn them on.

Last night I was enjoying the Christmas lights people were still turning on.

People after my own heart. :)

Let your lights shine.

Vive la résistance! ;)


Chrysalis Angel said...

Seaspray, I'm glad to see you still posting. Please let me know next time our friend decides to move. I went over to WC's and saw he's moved. What kind of a friend am I if I don't at least help unpack some boxes or take a load of them up to the new digs?

Hope you are doing well. Hard to believe a new year is here. Take care, Seaspray.

SeaSpray said...

Hi..I have been remiss in posting here but hope to soon. Just in a bit of a funk I guess. I didn't know WC moved until this afternoon.

His new digs look cool! :)

I hope you are well too. I have not been out visiting as much or e-mailing... but I will.

Moving days can be fun with friends... good food, drink and company. :)

Mottsapplesauce said...

I can understand your 'funk' feelings. I too have been wrestling with so many thoughts and emotions the past 3 weeks wondering, "isn't this all just a bad dream?" Then reality returns. I like WC's new blog, I think this will expose him to a larger reader following, which of course is any blogger's goal. Speaking of which, I put up a new post, on the advice of my cyberfriends. Let me know what you think.

Chrysalis Angel said...

Mottsapplesauce, I am so sorry to hear of your husband's passing. I'm sorry I've been out of the loop in a lot of things of late, and I know we don't know each other, but my heart goes out to you. Such a major loss to bear.

Good luck with your blog. It looks like you've gotten a great start. I actually didn't care that much about readers - more just finding like minded individuals where we would comment back and forth. I shut mine down after reading another blogger's take on that. To each their own.

My best to you, Mottsapplesauce. Seaspray, thank you for letting me address her on here.

SeaSpray said...

Oh Motts -I am so sorry about your husband. I know it must be so hard and my things surely pale in comparison. It must feel surreal.

I will go over to read your post.

I think blogging is cathartic and wonderful as long as you are enjoying it. It will help to get your feelings out. it might not be everyone's cup of tea but if you like to write...then it is a great medium through which to express yourself.

You write so well. :)

{{{{{ MottsA}}}}}

SeaSpray said...

Angel - you know you are welcome here anytime. I always love to read what you write.

You are so busy with work and school these days. I do hope you will reopen your blog when it feels right again. You are one of my favorite bloggers and always have something good to say and thought provoking. :)

Chrysalis Angel said...

You're a sweet heart, Spray. Thank you.

Mottsapplesauce said...

Angel & Seaspray: Thank you for your sympathies I sincerely appreciate your comfort. I'm still trying to gather my wits, it sure hasn't been easy. Nighttime is the absolute worst. I spoke with my pastor today & it's nice to know that if I feel myself slipping I can call him.

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SeaSpray said...

MottsA-I'm glad you feel comfortable enough to share and please know you can anytime in blog or via e-mail. It sounds like you have a good pastor and it's good for you to go to him for additional support.