Find a way to prevent and to cure cancer.
Fly a plane, sky dive, bungee jump, parasail,ski go riding again.Speak my mind about what I really think regarding some important things that concern me.Reactivate my business ..which I AM considering because the worst that would happen is it didn't work. But the whole getting out and up in front of people again ..although part of me wants to and so I will decide this winter.Get back out there and job hunt. Can't believe it has been SEVEN years since I had the first uro stricture that caused it all and that I haven't worked since May, 16, 2006! I haven't even looked for work since may 2010. That being said - I am so glad I was not working when Mom and Iris were declining in health and after they died. It would've been so hard to not be there for them as often as I was... not to mention a major distraction worrying about loved one when at work. I was free to be there and to recover form it all. I think maybe God was looking out for me with all he knew I'd be dealing with. he knows us best and just cleaning out mom's apt would've been way to hard if working. Go take some courses at college ..maybe pick another career - but seems so late in life.Oh wait ...do the knee surgeries ,,,or ...I WOULD have done the uro repair had I KNOWN it would all work, no complications, during or after ..not even long term complications and I'd have been once and for all healed. I wonder how different my life would be now had I done the uro surgery in 2006? Would make an interesting post. :)
Btw ...It's nice seeing my little blue Angel friend in my comments. :)
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